Post by Crowpaw on Jul 29, 2018 16:25:23 GMT
Lightningclaw
To say Crowpaw hadn't slept well would be a massive understatement and a disservice to the young tom's plight.
He spent the majority of the night twisting and turning, incapable of getting comfortable physically. On top of that, his mind wouldn't leave him alone: Confused thoughts about where he belonged twisted to paranoid thoughts about whether his Clanmates hated him and if he'd be in danger when (if) he returned to ShadowClan, which increased his heart-rate by at least a million beats per minute. He'd try to calm himself by thinking of his favorite things, like his mother, or the taste of frogs, but that only brought him back to the topic of whether or not he even wanted to return.
To make things worse, every time he so much as twitched, Crowpaw worried that he would wake Lightningclaw, and for a few seconds he felt terrified that she'd swat at him or snap at him for waking her. He promised himself he'd never set foot in another Clan's territory. All of this trouble because of a damn dare. StarClan forbid his denmates stop harassing him for once.
What were the benefits of going back home?
For one, he had a place to stay. Crowpaw couldn't ask Lightningclaw to bring him to her camp and request that he be allowed to join. He wouldn't have to learn another Clan's culture. He wouldn't need to meet a bunch of new cats all at once and be expected to get used to them. He wouldn't deal with the ridicule of being the outsider.
Crowpaw didn't feel the need to think over the cons of going back home. They haunted him every single day.
Still, he had a duty to go home. Maybe some day he could take a trip to the Moonstone and ask his mother what he should do. For now, he belonged in ShadowClan.
By the time Crowpaw fell asleep, the sky started paling and the sun's rays climbed above the horizon.
When he awoke, the sun shone into his eyes. He flinched, his muscles aching.
Where--oh, right. How could he forget?
Crowpaw moaned and climbed out of the hollow. He stood and arched his back in a long, much-needed stretch that relieved every inch of his body of tension held for far too long. Some still remained, and likely would until he curled up in his rightful nest later that night.
He sat and washed himself, waiting for his savior to wake up. She didn't want his appreciation last night, but Crowpaw would make sure she knew that if she ever needed anything at all, he'd be there. She helped him in more ways than she'd ever know.
Crowpaw's stomach roared. The idea of hunting in ThunderClan territory made his whiskers twitch. As if he'd ever do something so stupid. Still, the idea tempted him, and he couldn't help but hope that Lightningclaw would catch them some breakfast before she took him to the border. After all, she'd surprised Crowpaw time and time again with her kindness: What was one more code break to her?
To say Crowpaw hadn't slept well would be a massive understatement and a disservice to the young tom's plight.
He spent the majority of the night twisting and turning, incapable of getting comfortable physically. On top of that, his mind wouldn't leave him alone: Confused thoughts about where he belonged twisted to paranoid thoughts about whether his Clanmates hated him and if he'd be in danger when (if) he returned to ShadowClan, which increased his heart-rate by at least a million beats per minute. He'd try to calm himself by thinking of his favorite things, like his mother, or the taste of frogs, but that only brought him back to the topic of whether or not he even wanted to return.
To make things worse, every time he so much as twitched, Crowpaw worried that he would wake Lightningclaw, and for a few seconds he felt terrified that she'd swat at him or snap at him for waking her. He promised himself he'd never set foot in another Clan's territory. All of this trouble because of a damn dare. StarClan forbid his denmates stop harassing him for once.
What were the benefits of going back home?
For one, he had a place to stay. Crowpaw couldn't ask Lightningclaw to bring him to her camp and request that he be allowed to join. He wouldn't have to learn another Clan's culture. He wouldn't need to meet a bunch of new cats all at once and be expected to get used to them. He wouldn't deal with the ridicule of being the outsider.
Crowpaw didn't feel the need to think over the cons of going back home. They haunted him every single day.
Still, he had a duty to go home. Maybe some day he could take a trip to the Moonstone and ask his mother what he should do. For now, he belonged in ShadowClan.
By the time Crowpaw fell asleep, the sky started paling and the sun's rays climbed above the horizon.
When he awoke, the sun shone into his eyes. He flinched, his muscles aching.
Where--oh, right. How could he forget?
Crowpaw moaned and climbed out of the hollow. He stood and arched his back in a long, much-needed stretch that relieved every inch of his body of tension held for far too long. Some still remained, and likely would until he curled up in his rightful nest later that night.
He sat and washed himself, waiting for his savior to wake up. She didn't want his appreciation last night, but Crowpaw would make sure she knew that if she ever needed anything at all, he'd be there. She helped him in more ways than she'd ever know.
Crowpaw's stomach roared. The idea of hunting in ThunderClan territory made his whiskers twitch. As if he'd ever do something so stupid. Still, the idea tempted him, and he couldn't help but hope that Lightningclaw would catch them some breakfast before she took him to the border. After all, she'd surprised Crowpaw time and time again with her kindness: What was one more code break to her?