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Post by Wrenflame on Jul 20, 2018 3:00:07 GMT
Wrenflame scarfed down a mouse and padded out of camp, her tail raised. She greeted the incoming border patrol and asked how everything went. After hearing that the RiverClan border was clear, Wrenflame nodded and said her goodbyes to the warriors who, dim-eyed and mumbling, clearly wanted to curl back up in their nests and sleep until sunhigh.
The young medicine cat dashed away from camp, grateful for the wind that flew past her. She slowed down after a minute or so, ready to relax and take the day on. She wondered if any apprentices or young warriors were wandering around at dawn, then thought about the herbs she'd need to collect.
Wrenflame's life took a turn when her mentor died. Left to take care of an entire Clan grasped by illness would hopefully be the most difficult challenge in the molly's life--she couldn't imagine anything harder than waking up to several dead Clanmates every morning and knowing she failed to save them.
Every day she collected herbs. It was up to her alone to keep her Clanmates healthy and to prepare for illnesses and injuries that may or may not happen. Wrenflame had not even seen twenty-four moons and the weight on her shoulders was one that no other cat in the Clans felt.
Though surrounded by warriors, she felt alone.
Wrenflame's claws curled into the dirt. "Burnet and borage should be my priorities for the next few moons," she said. "StarClan, I wish I had a helper today."
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Post by Lightningclaw on Jul 21, 2018 0:38:33 GMT
like the whole damn world’s on a witch hunt Dawn was a favorite of Lightningclaw’s. Not because of the rising sun or the abundance of prey or any such nonsense. No, she’d have gladly slept like the dead, always eager for one more scrap of rest and relaxation. But dawn was one of the few times where the camp was peaceful, where the forest was still emerging from its sleep. The quiet of sunrise, punctured by only the soft trill of birdsong, was one of the most peaceful experiences Lightningclaw had ever had.
She’d slipped out to go hunting at the same time the border patrols were heading out. Her early-rising meant she was often an early-sleeper, but she was also one of the few cats not to complain when assigned dawn. Because of that, the senior warriors were willing to let her dodge the later patrols.
She’d already cached a pair of shrews as the forest began to warm around her, alerting her to the oncoming morning. The tranquility of a new day dawned was rapidly slipping away, and she knew she’d soon have to return with her catch. She’d learned that the clan appreciated a fresh breakfast over the scattered remains of last night’s dinner.
But she really wanted a rabbit. Personal preference, and because if she was lucky she might share it with another. It tended toward a chewy leanness, compared to the fattier rodents – and it lacked the mealy taste that came from dirt-diggers. But she also knew the clan was still recovering and the most important cats deserved the best prey – and in the forests of ThunderClan, rabbit was rare.
Of course, her hunting was led awry. It had a tendency to be. Not that the interruption was a particularly bad one. She scented a distinctive cat, tasted bitter herbs and the sickly-sweet tinge of sickness, and something like a shudder passed through her, to be reminded of her lost apprentice.
But she couldn’t blame Wrenflame. She’d barely had time to grasp the fundamentals of a medicine cat before her mentor was taken from her. And she’d done well, given her lack of experience, faced with a sickness unlike any the clans had ever seen. Or, at least, unlike anything Lightningclaw had ever seen. Perhaps the elders had known it, but they had been amongst the first to die.
But, Lightningclaw thought with a flick of her tail, she was purposely stalling. There was only one reason the medicine cat would venture from the camp. And Lightningclaw knew it was her duty to help the young she-cat. There was no one else.
“Wrenflame,” she called as she pushed through the bushes that separated them, “do you need help?”
No reason to beat around the bush. Lightningclaw wasn’t in the mood to play coy, and it wasn’t like the medicine cat was the type to fool around. Together they’d finish her tasks that much quicker, and then Lightningclaw could return to her hunting.
Yes, this was the smartest choice. But it didn’t annoy Lightningclaw any less that her solitude had been disturbed or that she had a duty she could not ignore.
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Post by Wrenflame on Jul 21, 2018 10:17:43 GMT
Something rustled nearby and Wrenflame glanced over to see Lightningclaw approach her. The older molly asked if she needed help, which she took as an offer, and Wrenflame said, "Absolutely. I suppose our ancestors answered my call for assistance, and they gave me someone who wouldn't annoy me."
What did Lightningclaw think of her? As far as Wrenflame knew, her Clanmate didn't have family or many, if any, close friends in the Clan. She'd been given an apprentice before Brightstar's death, and it was obvious that the two grew close in their moons of training. He made it through the worst of the plague moons, but in the end, he didn't make it. Though she hadn't eaten since yesterday, her stomach felt heavy, as though she carried an entire rabbit in her belly. She glanced down at her paws. What could she have done, anyway? She tried to save Lightningclaw's apprentice. She worked so hard to save him. He'd been waiting on his warrior name and it never came. I hope StarClan gave him that honor, she thought. Did Lightningclaw blame her for his death? She supposed not (though it could've very well been hope telling her that), because otherwise the young warrior wouldn't have gone out of her way to offer her help.
The young torbie flicked her tail and started padded in a random direction. She couldn't stand thinking about Lightningclaw and her apprentice any longer.
She still couldn't jar her memory enough to know where the necessary herbs grew. So many moons had passed since she'd last looked for these with her mentor. During the plague, she grabbed anything she could. Nothing really worked, and the few cats who skirted past death all took different herbs. In all those moons of futile efforts, even the cats that lived probably weren't affected by Wrenflame's healing.
"We're looking for borage leaves and burnet. Borage has little star-shaped flowers in vibrant colors, so it's pretty easy to spot, and burnet is ... harder to describe. It's like a fern but its leaves look like spiky little lilypads," she said. "If you've ever had to travel to the Moonstone, my mentor probably gave you burnet in a travel packet."
Wrenflame stepped through a clump of ferns and a familiar blue flower greeted her. She raised her tail and trotted over to the borage, plucking leaves off. "Neither of these herbs taste particularly good, but I'd recommend you carry the borage. The burnet is much more bitter and I'm more used to nasty taste of various herbs." The young medicine cat set the herbs down. She should've known they were here: one of the first things her mentor taught her was that borage grew right outside the camp. Burnet would be much more difficult to find. She faltered. Where next?
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Post by Lightningclaw on Jul 21, 2018 20:05:41 GMT
like the whole damn world’s on a witch hunt Something like a smirk curled Lightningclaw’s muzzle, to hear Wrenflame’s blunt words. But the expression lasted only a heartbeat before her face was smoothing into nonchalance again. Wrenflame’s statement was a compliment of a kind, but it was not enough to crack the black warrior’s façade for long. Instead, her eyes were flicking about the medicine cat even as she drew in a deeper breath, now near enough to separate scents.
The pungent sting of herbs that typically accompanied her was missing. So Lightningclaw had caught her before she even began. She briefly considered the prey she’d already cached. They were buried well enough under leaf-litter in a spot that she visited regularly. She’d have no problem tracking them back down later and digging them back up – and for cats that liked the added flavor of topsoil, it should only enrich the flavor.
Satisfied that she could assist the medicine cat and not lose her earlier efforts, Lightningclaw trotted after the younger she-cat as she suddenly turned and moved off. With only a pair of them, Lightningclaw stayed just off her flank, close enough that she could hear the other’s instructions and not appear rude, but far enough back that she would note surprise attacks from the back.
Borage and burnet – Lightningclaw turned the words over in her mind, trying to discern if she’d ever had need of either. “I think I remember what borage looks like,” she answered quietly. As Wrenflame had said, it was easily spotted and easily remembered – especially because it had been in great demand with the sickness that had ravaged the camp. She thought her own apprentice might even have been given some, at one point, possibly to break a fever?
It was hard to remember; the uses of herbs were best left to a medicine cat, but Lightningclaw was a planner through and through. She would gain knowledge where she could.
The burnet, on the other hand – she cocked her head to the side as she considered, still padding along behind the other. She remembered her visit to the Moonstone well enough, both because it had been the farthest she’d ever gone beyond the territory and because the herbs they’d been fed had been unbearably bitter. Just the thought of it was enough to twitch her nose, whiskers briefly flicking out in a grimace as she blanched at the memory.
Trying to connect those bitter, dried herbs to the fresh vegetation around her was a fool’s errand, however, and at last she shook her head with something like defeat.
Then again she only brought me along to be her personal mule, a voice in Lightningclaw’s head grumbled, as Wrenflame spied the familiar flowers that signaled borage. She stripped the leaves with efficiency, leaving Lightningclaw to follow more slowly, nose flaring briefly to test for scents before she approached the younger she-cat’s side.
Before she could begin to bundle the leaves into her mouth, however, she noticed Wrenflame was at last looking more her age, younger and more vulnerable now that the other herb was not immediately apparent.
Her turn, then. “If it’s a bitter herb, perhaps we should check near the ShadowClan border? Sounds perfect for their kind.” She dropped her head, gently nudging the leaves into a neater stack before wrapping her jaws carefully around them, taking particular care not to crush the edges with her teeth. It was more easily managed than it should have been thanks to her moons spent running mouse bile to the elder’s den, but Wrenflame didn’t need to know that.
At last, the leaf pile safely clutched between her teeth, she tilted her head at the medicine cat in a silent question. It was time to go, but Wrenflame was in charge of this expedition, and she was the ultimate decider.
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Post by Wrenflame on Jul 22, 2018 13:49:12 GMT
Wrenflame gave a quick thank-you to Lightningclaw as the warrior carried the borage. She nodded at her Clanmate's suggestion. "I can't tell if you're being serious or joking, but we'll go for it anyway. A long walk can't hurt, right? Even if we don't find exactly what we're looking for, there's bound to be something useful in that area," she said. She took off, trotting north. She stumbled on a tree root and gave herself a few quick licks on the chest, brushing away the embarrassment as best she could. "Sometimes it feels like I never left apprenticeship," she said, amused by her clumsiness. Not that I had much time as a 'paw, she thought, her mind swirling with similarly dark thoughts.
The torbie trekked through ThunderClan's territory, alert for any herbs to throw into storage. Worry prickled her paws: What if she'd forgotten some training in the last few moons? What if her mentor hadn't taught her enough yet? "We got totally screwed, y'know," she said, her tail lashing in a single dramatic swish. "We're at the peak of youth and here we are, practically starting our Clans all over again. It's bullshit. Why did we get stuck with this illness? The stories we tell as elders won't be anything like the stories we heard during our kit days." As she spoke, she padded through the territory, her soft paw pads meeting mud, grass, and undergrowth.
Wrenflame paused. She lifted her paw and stared at the print left behind in the soft, moist ground beneath. She felt lucky to be alive, but she couldn't imagine what went through her ancestors' heads when they decided that making her a full medicine cat so soon was a good idea. Lightningclaw wasn't even a year older than her, but she seemed so much more mature and steady than Wrenflame. Bitterness gnawed her. It's because her work as a warrior is so much easier than mine, she told herself.
The molly broke free of her thoughts and continued forward. At this point, she could hear the rumble of twoleg monsters on the Thunderpath, and a tiny woosh brushed her ears every time one swept past.
A plant crunched beneath the weight of her paw and she glanced down. "Well well well, look at what I stumbled upon," she said, flicking her tail-tip. She took a step back and leaned in to examine the burnet: Half of the leaves were split apart, pieces strewn across the ground.
Wrenflame sighed. "Oh good. One measly paw-step destroyed part of this plant." Anger welled up inside her, and she struggled to calm herself. She bared her teeth and tore leaves off, breaking a few along the way.
"Damn it! I give up," she hissed. Tail lashing, she whirled around and stomped a few paces away. "I don't trust myself to do this gentle work right now. How do you feel about taking leaves off of plants? It should be relaxing work, right? You start off right and then little by little, you make a couple of mistakes: You tear a leaf here, you miss one there, and then it adds up. It keeps building until finally you're too frustrated to pick leaves off the stupid plant. This must be why I wasn't chosen to be a warrior apprentice--I wouldn't have the patience to hunt or patrol borders."
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Post by Lightningclaw on Jul 23, 2018 17:57:21 GMT
like the whole damn world’s on a witch hunt With her mouth crammed full of borage leaves, Lightningclaw was unable to keep up a conversation with her companion. Not that Wrenflame seemed to mind the silence. She spoke as if she was used to chattering to empty sky, and for the first time the warrior wondered how she had come out of the sickness.
Not without scars, that much was obvious. No mentor, no deputy, no leader – and so young, of course. That was true for all of their surviving youngsters, Lightningclaw reflected. None of them had been allowed to experience the trials and tribulations of apprenticeship. Instead, adulthood and responsibility had been thrust upon them with all the finality of a falling tree. They were powerless to do anything but accept the magnitude of an incomplete kithood and an unfinished apprenticeship.
Still, time with the medicine cat quickly proved just how young she was. They had barely moved past the memory of her sudden stumble, a lapse into kittish clumsiness, and she was already baring her teeth against an unseen enemy as she lashed out at the unkindness of the world.
Unable to properly speak around the leaves trapped between her jaws, Lightningclaw could only grunt in response – but the sound, for all that it lacked context, was decidedly unimpressed with the medicine cat’s tantrum. They’d come out here on a job, and though Lightningclaw felt a rough sort of sympathy for the younger cat, she was unwilling to play the reassuring elder.
Yes, she might have done differently. And her different actions might have saved her apprentice’s life. But she also recognized that to stay bogged down in the past was its own sort of death, a slow-crawling advance of dark thoughts and darker actions. You had to step past the hardships and continue onward. Otherwise, what sort of warrior were you?
Of course, had Wrenflame heard her thoughts, the she-cat might have correctly pointed out that she was a medicine cat, not a warrior.
Not that it made any difference, really. In the end, they were all bound for StarClan, and they all served for the good of their clan. As Lightningclaw fought with fangs and claws, so Wrenflame fought with herbs and knowledge. Their foes were of entirely different sorts, but their purposes were identical.
So, when Wrenflame stepped upon the burnet, bruising and battering part of the herb’s fragile body, Lightningclaw could not resist rolling her eyes. Her patience, though tempered previously by the task at hand, had quickly given way beneath the medicine cat’s continued mood. She wasn’t quite sulking, but her actions were kittish enough that Lightningclaw might have cuffed her about the head and knocked some of the dark out of her, had they been apprentice and mentor.
As it was, Lightningclaw took great care in depositing her burden of borage upon the ground. She nosed it, even as Wrenflame raved and ranted, checking to ensure it had not suffered for the journey. Yes, it was a bit wet, a bit crumpled, but these were flaws easily smoothed out and inevitable in transportation.
At last, satisfied her cargo had come to no true harm, Lightningclaw lifted her head up, fixing the medicine cat with the full brunt of her owlish gaze. “Stop acting like a kit,” she said, not a trace of venom in her voice. If anything, that made the words all the more harsh – that she could act so unperturbed in the medicine cat’s obvious distress. Daintily, as if she were stalking a mouse, Lightningclaw padded over to inspect the plant Wrenflame had abandoned. Critically, as if she were assessing a hunting technique, she said, “My paws are unused to such delicate work. I’d shred the leaves too easily, I think.”
She flicked her eyes back toward Wrenflame. “Take a few deep breaths then try again. Go slow if you have to; we aren’t in any hurry.”
So saying, she stepped away from the plant, moving back to the leaves she had abandoned. She took up a post beside them, sat calmly with her tail wrapped neatly over her paws. She faced away from the plant, eyes focused outward as she kept watch for danger. So close to the ShadowClan border, the acrid stench of the nearby Thunderpath drifted near, accompanied by the dull sounds of the grumbling monsters.
She intentionally kept her gaze off Wrenflame, acted as if she didn’t even see the cat, because she knew something of shame and perfectionism. It was difficult to work when another watched.
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Post by Wrenflame on Jul 24, 2018 13:40:27 GMT
While she raged, her blood boiling, Lightningclaw responded with grunts. This fueled the fire, but as Wrenflame's brain caught up and she opened her mouth to voice her complaints, Lightningclaw said something that acted as a reset button for the young medicine cat: "Stop acting like a kit."
Ouch.
Embarrassment warmed her skin from head to tail. She stared hard at her paws, then closed her eyes and gave her chest a few licks (a clean pelt mattered here, right?). All of the shit that accumulated over the last two seasons spilled out. In hindsight Wrenflame should've lashed out while she was by herself, but as far as she was concerned, that wouldn't have gotten the job done. She needed someone to hear how she felt. For it to have been Lightningclaw was coincidence, but perhaps also a stroke of good luck: How many other warriors would've told her what she actually needed to hear?
Wrenflame wondered now how it was that the molly didn't have a solid group of friends or a mate. She supposed it must've been a matter of Lightningclaw's lack of desire, rather than a lack of ability.
She stood, every muscle in her body tensed up, and stared at the burnet plant as Lightningclaw spoke again. Her gaze followed the black-haired cat as she moved back to the borage leaves she'd set somewhere.
Deep breaths. Wrenflame rolled her eyes. Her mentor told her the same thing a million times, but she swore up and down that it didn't work for her. She'd do that now if it weren't for Lightningclaw having seen her rage at a plant. Her whiskers twitched. How immature of her to have lashed out like that.
Wrenflame approached the burnet plant again, with a fresher mind, and trembled. She took a deep breath, as suggested. Nothing.
She flicked her tail.
She needed to allow it to work. She couldn't go on resisting. It wasn't working because she wasn't letting it. Certain stubborn cats refused herbs and didn't get better, forcing medicine cats to waste time either arguing or shoving herbs into prey and hoping patients didn't notice. Wrenflame boxed herself into the same obnoxious category.
Another deep breath.
Her muscles relaxed marginally.
Wrenflame stood in front of the burnet, her gaze never wavering from it, and took breath after breath until her body stilled and she felt like she could flop over and take a nap right then and there.
A ginger-splashed paw moved up to the plant, claws unsheathed, and sliced the stem of a leaf. It drifted to the ground.
Several minutes passed, each filled with leaves carefully extracted from their home. When Wrenflame glanced down to discover she'd grabbed a large pile of the burnet leaves, she took a step back and piled them together. Satisfied, flattened the leaves with her paws and waved her tail at Lightningclaw. "This should be all I need. Are you ready to head back to camp?"
Wrenflame scooped the leaves into her mouth and carried them over to her Clanmate, ready for the warrior to take the lead.
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Post by Lightningclaw on Jul 24, 2018 20:46:35 GMT
like the whole damn world’s on a witch hunt It took time. Not that Lightningclaw was fully aware of the medicine cat’s actions. With her gaze turned outward, she had only her ears and pelt to rely on. The first drawn breath was followed by the slightest disturbance of wind, Lightningclaw’s pelt bowing in brief deference. A swish of her tail, a lash of her head – Wrenflame had moved in some way, but Lightningclaw kept her gaze upon the forest.
Again, a breath – easier this time, so faint that her ears strained to pick up the sound. Of course, she was not so great a hunter that she could hear the thud of a mouse’s heartbeat – but a warrior of ThunderClan was most adept surrounded by sounds, and in the relative silence it was easy to discard the hum of the forest. Not that she did completely and utterly, of course. To discard every sound was to invite an unexpected visitor.
But she tuned her senses, kept an ear focused entirely on Wrenflame, in case she had to once more step in.
Not that she would have to, it seemed. With each breath the medicine cat drew, Lightningclaw was more certain she had remembered her training and was returning to the present, no longer bogged down in the oppressive past. Strike at an enemy you can see, her mentor had always said. Certainly, illness wasn’t visible in the contemporary sense, but it was knowable by the symptoms it presented.
Wrenflame was better served looking toward her next battle against illness instead of ruminating in all the mistakes she’d made in her last.
And for Lightningclaw – it was the same, of course. That didn’t make it any easier. She knew she was something of a hypocrite, to lecture Wrenflame so detachedly while her own heart burned. But, then again, perhaps the difference between them was that Lightningclaw turned her rage inward whereas Wrenflame ran outward. It would have been better if they’d reversed positions. Medicine cats were internal, warriors were external.
That didn’t mean Lightningclaw would bring it up, not even under the cover of humor. Her own wounds were still too raw to disturb.
Still, something like relief threaded through her when as last Wrenflame finished, the soft crinkling of leaves making Lightningclaw turn to regard her once more. The medicine cat was flattening down a pile of leaves, all more delicately cut than her first few, and seemed of a far more steady temperament as she asked if Lightningclaw was ready.
“Yes,” she answered automatically, climbing to her paws. She dipped her head to once more clamp her jaws around the borage leaves, hefting them up and readjusting her grip until she was sure they would not escape. She moved swiftly, to keep back the words that threatened to join her reply: Let’s get moving so I don’t have to think anymore.
The more she did, the less she’d be able to think. The less she thought, the smaller chance she’d ruminate. She was stubbornly attached to the idea, and as Wrenflame turned to her, expectant, she could not help the wry smile that crawled across her lips, hidden by the herbs she grasped.
She turned toward the camp, tail flicking up in a simple signal for Wrenflame to follow. Already her mind raced ahead of her, formulating a plan. She’d deposit the leaves and head back out immediately to collect her prey. And then – a rabbit, yes. She really wanted a rabbit.
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